helloo <3 well today was soo boring .. i hate school and i hope it like burns to the ground .. the weekend that just passed was fun :) .. saturday was the fireman's convention and Sharon Hill got 1st place and  the women got 2nd in the Ladies Aux. were amazingggg :) lol i cant wait till tomorrow !! the sharon hill carnival starts and i get to see my babi :) i get to see him tomorrow - friday and then sunday and maybe monday .. i am SO happy <3333 it will be the best week of the year omgg i cant wait . i think me and nick are going to ritas tonite .. he likes sammii!! i hope they go out haha .. well me and dana still arent friends and i dont give a shit .. am i supposed to ?? Eagles won last nite :) were amazing ..

kate i hope you have a good time with joe this friday ! i am so happy you get to see him!! thats awesome .. i miss you so much girl and wish you could come down .. Best Friends Forever .. lovee yah

okay well im gonna goo because i dont really know what to write and i am really too tired to type on here haha .. byesss for now :)

i lovee you chris <3

last nite was crazy .. lol

i lovee you so much Chris .. always will babi .. i wish i would have gotten to spend more time with you this weekend .. but i mite tomorrow nite :) .. you mean so much to me!!!!!

i love you kate

matthew j.p. dutch is my hero i love my older brother :)

soo uhm today like sucked .. it went by so slow! omg like i thought i was gonna go CrAzYy lol .. i am sooo tired .. but i havent wrote in a week so im gonna catch myself up ... hmmm .. the rest of my burfffday did still suck and i wanted it to end asap .. thursday sucked! i cried like all day in school and just couldnt be happy .. then friday i talked to chris finally and then sammii came over and we went to applebees with erica and then we went to the st.mad's fair and then hung out with nick .. it was boring but i was happy i hung out with sammii .. stacee and katekell were supposed to come but couldnt soo yeah .. and then saturday me and sammii hung out and then that nite i went to the aerosmith concert .. it was awesome i had a great time with cee cee val and scott .. im glad i went .. and then sunday i went to the firehouse and hung out with the boys and saw chris :) it was awesome! .. i love  him so much and was so happy to see him .. joey t helped me with my homework too :) i <3 him haha . bff . then monday i went to another boring day of school then to the firehouse again .. i watched the baby johnny <3 and then just talked to chris for a liddle :) .. i was soo happy .. and then yesterday i went to school . Ridley JV soccer game and they lost and then Matt's game .. he lost too .. Matt did a good job tho .. i love my brother so much :) .. and then i got home and fought with fida cause he is a faggot .. well this weekend should be FUNN <3 fireman's convention :) hah .. well i dont think im sleeping there anymore so jenna will be soberrr .. haha .. and then i mite see chris :) soo it will be good .. well i FUCKING miss my kate :( i really wish she could go to the fair with me or could have been here for my birthday . i love you girl . and your my BEST FRIEND ever .. i cant wait to you you

yeah today is my bday and it fucking sucked :'( i have been crying since i got home from school and havent stopped .. almost everyone in school forgot about my birthday and then on top of it i come home to chris not being online so i just cried all nite .. i really wanted to talk to him and it breaks my heart that i couldnt .. i really wish i could have .. and then i called kate and she was out .. i hope you had a good day with joe cause i know i damn sure didnt .. i really wish i could just cheer up .. but i cant .. i really miss chris ..

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO ME

i love you chris only good thing is one more year babi <3