soo uhm today like sucked .. it went by so slow! omg like i thought i was gonna go CrAzYy lol .. i am sooo tired .. but i havent wrote in a week so im gonna catch myself up ... hmmm .. the rest of my burfffday did still suck and i wanted it to end asap .. thursday sucked! i cried like all day in school and just couldnt be happy .. then friday i talked to chris finally and then sammii came over and we went to applebees with erica and then we went to the st.mad's fair and then hung out with nick .. it was boring but i was happy i hung out with sammii .. stacee and katekell were supposed to come but couldnt soo yeah .. and then saturday me and sammii hung out and then that nite i went to the aerosmith concert .. it was awesome i had a great time with cee cee val and scott .. im glad i went .. and then sunday i went to the firehouse and hung out with the boys and saw chris :) it was awesome! .. i love  him so much and was so happy to see him .. joey t helped me with my homework too :) i <3 him haha . bff . then monday i went to another boring day of school then to the firehouse again .. i watched the baby johnny <3 and then just talked to chris for a liddle :) .. i was soo happy .. and then yesterday i went to school . Ridley JV soccer game and they lost and then Matt's game .. he lost too .. Matt did a good job tho .. i love my brother so much :) .. and then i got home and fought with fida cause he is a faggot .. well this weekend should be FUNN <3 fireman's convention :) hah .. well i dont think im sleeping there anymore so jenna will be soberrr .. haha .. and then i mite see chris :) soo it will be good .. well i FUCKING miss my kate :( i really wish she could go to the fair with me or could have been here for my birthday . i love you girl . and your my BEST FRIEND ever .. i cant wait to you you